Life is filled with peaks and valleys. There is a lot of waiting for things to happen or waiting for things not to happen depending upon your point of view. I am 45 years old and I believe that my life is more than half over because I am certain I won't live to be 90. I am okay with that, in fact, I am more than okay with that.
I am actually comfortable and excited about the next life. I finally figured out that there will be a next life. I believe it 100% and I also believe that we humans have no concept about what that truly means. I am cool with that too. I love surprises.
I heard a woman who was pronounced dead and than came back to life say, "there are colors in the next life that don't exist in this life." That to me, that is really exciting. I can't wait to see those colors.